Have You Ever?

Have you ever miss someone that there's no other ways for u to express it or words for u to describe how u feel?

      That is what I'm feeling right now..homesick yang sangat lar teruk..i miss everyone back home..i miss my family, my friends and him...if only there's a way to show them and tell them how much i miss them..living abroad and far from home is a tough challenge..seeing other people updating their status on FB saying that they're gonna go back to their hometown and spend time with their families really tears my heart apart..coz i can't be at home with my family..i can't be with them on special occasions such as birthdays or family gatherings and such..i really miss my family so much..all i want right now is to hug my mum and sit beside her watching korean series on TV..

       The other people that i miss are my bestfriends..they are like the other half of me..they know me better than anyone else besides my mum..i really miss hanging out with them..having silly late night conversations in my room..laugh out loud as if the world is only for us..sleepover at either my house or their house..crazy camwhoring moment together..i miss all that and i miss them dearly..but one thing's for sure, nothing can break the bond that we have with each other..walaupun x selalu jumpa, x selalu call, x selalu msg, ada yg dh jadi isteri orang, ada yang dh ada boyfriend, masing2 ada hala tuju n hidup masing2 but the bond that we have still stays strong and will grow stronger with time..

        Maybe it's true when people say that it's not the person that we miss but the moments and memories we had with them..coz we can't get back the moment or memories we had last time coz it stays in the past..but these memories or moments are what keep us going in life and enjoy life and appreciate life a lot more..we tend to appreciate these people in our life more when they're not in front of our eyes..well, maybe that's why there is a saying that says absence makes the heart grew fonder..so, we all should appreciate our life and the people in it and be thankful for whatever u have in life and whoever that Allah has placed in your life and heart...

p/s: can't wait to be back in january... :)