Welcoming the year 2013

2012 has left us and it's a wrap..A new journey has begun..welcoming the year 2013 with a big smile and lotsa hope for this new year..

2012 wasn't a really nice year for me...it was a little bit rough and bumpy year for me..lotsa things happened and it has taught me a lot of lessons which makes me a bit more wiser and matured..2012 was the year filled with tears, heartbreaks, being hated by many and losing a friend..despite all that, there were still laughters and memorable memories for me to treasure for the rest of my life..but, whatever it is i am still blessed with the people in my life and for those that are no longer in my life maybe it was just not meant to be and maybe that is just a lesson for us in the future..i am trying not to hate anyone coz hate gives me a really bad and negative vibes which i dislike..so, thank you to those who stayed and for those who left, thank you for leaving coz u made me learn my lesson and be a lil wiser and matured..

Now, let's close the 2012 book and open up a new one with the title 2013..let's make the best out of it and try to make it a better year than the previous years..am hoping that this year will be a great year ahead and i'll keep on trying and learning to make myself a better person than before and hoping that lotsa good things awaits for me in the days to come..

Happy New Year 2013!

friends, bestfriends and sisters for life

this girl is one of the people that i love the most beside my family and one of the most important person in my life..she's my friend, bestfriend, my soulsister, my good adviser, my listener, and sumtimes she can even be my mum when she nags at me..haha..but i still love her no matter what..

 this is girl is also one of the most important person in my life and i love her so much..and she is like my adik..and believe it or not she's happily married and she's younger than me..tercabar siot..haha..kidding..i'm happy that she's happy with her love life now..semoga berkekalan till jannah okay darling..

and this 5 girls, they are also in my most important person list in my life..been friends since we were in primary school..love them to bits...

and this girl is also part of the list..baru 2 tahun lebih kenal but rasa macam dah lama kenal..walaupun dah lama kenal but x penah ada gambar together...coz bila jumpa sembang x abis2 smpi x ingt dunia..haha..

well, the reason i post all this is not because nak bagitau i ada ramai kawan or my kawan2 nie lawa and single and cantik or whatsoever..this post is to tell them that i appreciate every single one of them for entering my life and make my life more cheerful and meaningful..no matter how many fights we had, how many misunderstandings and miscommunication we had, or how far we are from each other or how long we didn't contact each other, but we know that we have each others back no matter what..bukan x appreciate kawan2 yang lain..tapi mereka2 di atas ini yang sentiasa bersama saya through all the ups and downs in my life..yang x pernah jemu melayan kerenah and mengada-ness saya..yang x pernah jemu mendengar cerita, drama, gossip, rintihan hati saya..haha..well, kita patut kawan jer dengan semua orang..x baik musuh2 nie..but, dalam banyak2 kawan yg sy ada, this are a few peeps that i feel will never leave me and will always be there for me whenever i need them even jarang contact and jauh sebab mengejar cita2 and impian masing2..to me, friends are my everything..x kesah lar yang rapat ke, yang x rapat ke, asalkan nama kawan, mereka semua penting dalam hidup sy..and i feel blessed for having each and every one of them in my life..and i'm happy to see them happy with their life now and masing2 sedang mengejar cita2 masing2 and semua ada haluan hidup mereka sendiri..as long as they are happy, i'm happy too..semoga all of us dapat apa yang kita nak dalam hidup and semoga berjaya dlm haluan masing2 and may this friendship stays till jannah.. :)

exam is just around the corner and i just can't wait for this semester to end...my heart, mind and soul is already back home with my family..this semester is really the worst semester ever in my 4 years of studying here..what i meant by worst semester is the management this year..everything is sooo kelam kabut and not organize..u have come up with an academic calendar why can't u just follow the god damn academic calender that u make..it is as simple as that..ini tak..langsung x ikut academic calendar and suka2 mak bapak diorg jer nak tunda exam at the very last minute when we have book our ticket few months before..studying here is so stressful..study lar teruk mcm mana pun it all depends on luck..if u have all the luck in the world u'll get good grades for ur papers..but if u don't then say byebye to ur good grades and pointer..anyways, that never stop me from trying my very best even though i know it won't help much..but at least i know that i've tried my very best rather than not trying and blaming it on the system and lecturers and etc kan..

anyways, one of the lecturers send a text message to me saying that she'll give us the exam earlier since we r gonna go back on the 11th..and i was so happy that i nearly cried..after all, they're not that bad like how all of us think they are..maybe if we try to think more postive and try to negotiate better with the lecturers i'm sure things will go as what we planned..so, now we're still waiting for some answers from other lecturers on whether the exams can be brought forward so that we don't have to change our tickets or burn them..just praying and hoping for the best now...

The reason why i still stay...

setiap orang ada taste masing2..and ada ciri masing2 yang diorg nak pada bf or bakal suami diorg..and all that i believe is made based on what we think is best for us..so, Allah dah jadikan setiap dari kita berbeza dari segi rupa, bentuk badan, saiz badan, warna kulit, jenis rambut and etc..so, no matter who we choose to be with and who we choose to love, there are reasons behind every decisions we make..and most important is whatever happens, and whoever that comes into our lifes, Allah knows best and He knows what's best for us and that's why He puts them in our lifes..so, don't make decisions based on what others tells u..make ur own decisions based on what ur heart tells u and what u think is best for u..